So Alive • Cleveland Marathon, Cleveland, OH

I’ve found that life has a way of giving me exactly what I need, even though I often don’t even know it at the time.  Thats why I always treat obstacles and challenges as experiences.  Just like the ups, the downs are a critical part of the adventure called life.  So even though things have been really rough recently, I came to Cleveland confident of one thing: this trip was somehow going to exactly what I needed.

So I arrived in Cleveland and went straight to the expo.  This was race weekend!  Time to feed off that vibe.  Cleveland had a challenge series with races on Saturday and Sunday.  I had my own challenge.  I had hoped to run a small half marathon on Saturday morning a bit south of Cleveland, but for better or worse, it was a bit too far to work out.  On one hand, I was disappointed… but this did mean my legs would be fresher for the main event.  Exactly what I need right?  My real challenge was the marathon.  It was time to focus on that.  I could get another half in next weekend.

When I decided to run Cleveland, I had three basic choices: I could run the half and keep building my numbers for this years half marathon quest.  Or I could step up the mileage and go for the BQ – 3:05 would comfortably get me in, and there was a pace group to guide me.  Finally, I could all out race it, and most likely blow away my full marathon PR.  I know I’m in shape to hit 2:50-2:55.  On a perfect day (course, weather, injuries and so on), I might even be able to pull off the 2:45 GFA time I need to qualify for Berlin and Tokyo.

In Boston, the marathon has always been about the experience.  I’ve never really cared about my time.  Yelling to the crowd, weaving around to high five as many people as possible, plus my attire… these things are not exactly the recipe for a PR.  Cleveland would be a first for me.  It would be my first time racing the marathon.  If all went well, it would earn me that all important BQ.  Prior to being hit two years ago, I had been 100% confident that I could go out and qualify for Boston on any given day.  I didn’t get that chance.  My injuries sidelined that, and it’s only been recently that I’ve been functional enough again to move forward with that.  Still, there was a maybe.  I don’t know what my lingering injuries effects will be on any given day.  And they’ve been bad recently.  So I made the logical choice: I would stick with the 3:05 pace group.  I wouldn’t risk going out too hard, and if all went well I’d even run negative splits.  Worst case, I’d still have time to get in a BQ for 2019

Race morning I woke up to wind and rain.  Great.  Just what I needed!  Well, at least it wasn’t too cold!  I reminded myself that it was less rainy, less windy and less cold than Boston had been a month earlier and jogged down to the start.  Outside the arena, the Cavaliers playoff mantra: “Whatever it takes”… just like my original late 90’s Boston College SuperFan shirt.  Also, exactly what I was going to do today.  I was hurting, but I was confident: I would qualify for Boston on my first attempt.

Before I knew it, we were off!  There were two pacers leading a good dozen of us unicorn chasers.  With a group of this size, and two pacers who could run it comfortably, this was going to be a social run.  I liked that.  For the most part it worked out well.  I just struggled with the climbs.  Four or five miles in, I joked with one of the guys that every time I’d catch back up we’d start climbing again.  I can’t hold a pace uphill.  Definitely something I need to work on.

One things for sure: I was glad to have this group to run with.  I really was hurting, but keeping that 3:05 sign on my radar was the primary goal for the day.  As they ran each mile consistently just a tad over seven minute pace, I always knew exactly how I was doing and where I needed to be.  Other than those early hills, I was staying right on track.  Everything was falling perfectly into place.  The rain had eased up enough that it was barely a mist before stopping completely.  It was actually nice to run through that.  Just like a sprinkler.  The temperature was great for peak bodily performance.  And between the pace group, crowd and on course entertainment, there was just enough energy to keep me moving despite the pain.  While the rock band playing under a bridge was probably great for most of the runners, with my brain state it almost made me melt down.  I can’t control that, but I can accelerate a bit to get out from under that bridge.  Today I was going to accomplish my goal.

Everything flowed perfectly.  The miles passed quickly and somewhat easily.  The conversation saw to that.  Before I knew it, the half marathon course split off.  We were fully committed now!  A few more miles raced by.  The pain started to intensify.  I tried to ignore it at first.  I kept up the conversation and stayed with the group.  The pain stayed with me, and further intensified.   I knew what I had to do: I needed to circle back within myself.  This was an internal battle, and one I’d have to fight myself.  I deliberately dropped back from the group.  Just a bit…

That’s one of the beautiful things about having pacers.  Not only are they guiding and inspiring those running with them to hit their goal, the simple act of holding that sign up provides a perfect moving goal line for runners behind the group.  I had dropped back from the group, but that sign still kept me on pace.  I didn’t need to pay any attention to how fast I was running or anything else.  I could focus all of my energies inwards, and beat that pain.  It didn’t matter how much it hurt.  I knew exactly what I needed to do, and exactly how to compel my mind and body to respond.  There would be no more conversation and high-fiving the crowd.  At least not for a while.  Some of the others in the group periodically looked back “You got this Ken!”.  This is why I love this sport.  We are all in this together!

Externally, and internally…Exactly what I need.  That’s what was going to happen today.  I suffered through the miles.  My brain game carried me, and the sign ahead kept me on pace. I focused within.  That strength would carry me.  This was the longest distance I’d ever raced!  I was ready for it though.  Another energy gel.   Mile 20: forget the wall.  My magic miles are just ahead.  I passed the 21 mile marker and started to pick up the pace.  Physically I was far from depleted and now that I’d started the last MR8K… the pain meant nothing.  I had all the reason I needed to rock those last miles.  Today I was earning my bib for Boston 2019!  Despite the pain, the miles began to flow again.  I caught back up to the group.  It had fragmented.  I tried to inspire the few who’d fallen back to catch the group again with me.   One of the guys still carried the sign, and stayed on pace.  Several of the group stayed with him.  Right at 3:05 was where most of them would finish.  A few who had been running strong picked up the pace a little bit for the last few miles.  I closed the gap with them as well.  As we raced through the city, I hear a radio blaring: Love and Rockets.   “I’m alive, huh, huh, so alive”

Running to earn my BQ… running for Boston… I’d saved some of my best miles for last.  My legs were strong, and I was running for my town.  I’ll carry my cross, I’m on top again.  Yes… despite it all… I’m alive!  So, so alive!  Sprinting across that line, my first 26.2 mile race is in the books. Even though I hadn’t been feeling it today, I’d done exactly what I needed to.  Powered by my own inner strength, and some solid miles this year, with the assist going to a couple great pacers and a handful of my incredible running family… yes… it was a good day!

3:03:33.  An incredible race, a comfortable BQ, and a celebration of that fundamental fact:  I’m alive

My Team • Sandbar Half Marathon, Englewood, FL, USA

Racing season is pretty much over here in Florida. Summer is rapidly approaching, and with that our temperatures are rising. It’s starting to get HOT! I don’t mind running in the heat though… I actually quite enjoy it. Racing is another matter! The hotter it gets, the slower those times end up being. With that in mind, the inaugural Sandbar Half Marathon, benefitting the local YMCA, was the perfect ‘end of season’ race for Southwest Florida.

The course, an out and back on scenic Manasota Key, is flat and large portions of it are shaded. This makes for a great chance to PR and see just how much you’ve improved over the season. Word to the wise though: if you are planning on chasing down that PR, watch your tangents. Although almost the entire course is on the same street, there are lots of gentle curves in the road. While my GPS put the course right at 13.1, the course was not certified this year. Race organizers, however, did indicate that was something they’d be looking at for next year.  With this being an out and back, you pass each aid station twice, so there was plenty of on course support.

This wasn’t just a fast course though! It was beautiful. Around half the race is run down a beautifully landscaped road with a great tree canopy, while the entire thing is surrounded by spectacular ocean and bay-front homes. You pass directly alongside the beach for a bit on the way out, and again on the way back. Finally, after an almost two mile loop at the south end of the key, you take a quick right and almost immediately are across the line. Then it’s time for relaxation, and celebration at the title sponsor: Sandbar Tiki and Grille. The beer flowed freely, and there was a delicious hot meal waiting, all to the backdrop of beautiful Manasota Key and live music. It was truly an awesome vibe. Even if you aren’t chasing down a PR, this is still a great event!

Yet despite the potential for a fast time, the beauty of the course and the afterparty… none of those were what struck me the most about this race. Instead it was the community. With around 600 athletes racing in both distances, this was quite a crowd for an inaugural event. And those athletes, the organizers, sponsors and local community were all super friendly and supportive of each other. I’ve said a million times that running, and races, bring out all that is good in humanity. This was a perfect example of that.

As I raced down the course, I was pleasantly surprised by how many of the local residents were out on lawn chairs cheering us on. Manasota Key is a very small community, so while there weren’t masses of spectators, the percentage of community engagement was impressive! Rather than get all up in arms about runners bogging down the only road, they embraced this event. The race course was not closed to traffic, yet this small community’s support made that a moot point. I probably only saw a dozen cars during the entire time I was running. Although runners were racing across both sides of the roads, drivers were patient and respectful… clearly this isn’t Miami! It was incredible to see this handful of drivers keeping a significant distance behind runners, inching along at times under 5mph, and waiting patiently until there was wide open road to pass. I never thought I’d say I felt comfortable running a race while sharing the lane with traffic, but thats exactly what happened here. It’s amazing what can be accomplished with mutual respect! While this may not be possible as the race grows (and I suspect it will) for now everything is perfectly balanced.

It wasn’t just the support of the locals that made this a spectacular day though. The entire community here was awesome. On out and backs, I always make it a point to cheer on the runners across the road from me, and I’m never the only one that does. Here it seemed like everybody was doing it! Mutual support of one another as we each pushed to run our own race… together! Then during the awards ceremony, race staff indicated they were short some medals. Last minute signups blew past expectations for total participants (which I think was reasonable considering this was the first year of the race). To make the situation right, they promised runners they’d be ordering and sending out medals to those who didn’t get them. Since there were still a few people out on the course at this point, I knew exactly what I had to do. I went back to the finish line: the last person on the course was just as deserving of getting a medal as I was. I’ve got plenty, waiting a bit for my next wasn’t going to hurt me! As if on cue, she finished a minute later and I handed her her medal! “Congratulations on a job well done!” You know how I said the running community rocks? Well I wasn’t even the only runner who went back to the finish ready to give up my medal. This community of runners, my team, is one I’m quite proud of! The Sandbar Half Marathon was a great event to celebrate a season of successes and support! Congrats to all who were involved this year, and looking forward another great run next year!

Pure Bliss • USA Beach Running Championship, Cocoa Beach, FL, USA

I absolutely love running barefoot on the beach, so the USA Beach Running Championship has been on my radar for several years. Today it served as the perfect capstone to a month of meaningful races – Boston, OKC Memorial and now this! It has certainly been a fantastic month, and I’m more than happy with my overall performances.

Today I intended to win. When I first heard that there was a barefoot beach half marathon division a few years back, I knew I had to go there and win it! That had my name written all over it. So this morning, when I unsurprisingly woke just a few minutes before my alarm… I was ready! I jogged the three miles to the start of the race, checked in quickly and immediately slipped off my shoes and went out to the beach. It was beautiful! The sun was about to rise, and the dawn glow lit the horizon. Runners were milling about, and volunteers and race staff were scuffling with last minute preparations: You can’t exactly leave the timing mat out on the sand overnight, especially with the race designed to be at the lowest tide! That low tide meant the sand was hard packed, making it much more suitable for fast times, but the wind over the past few days had washed in lots of seaweed and shells. As we prepared for the start, barefoot runners were advised to tread carefully lest we step on something we’d regret. I wasn’t too worried as I’m used to running barefoot.

We lined up to start the race. My friend David, who dominated last year, wasn’t here this year. Maybe, just maybe, I could win the barefoot division and be the first overall finisher. That would be pretty sweet. From previous race results, I knew it was a possibility. But the stars would have to be perfectly aligned. I’d need to run one of my best races ever. Unlikely, but certainly possible. You know I don’t mind the long odds!

I toed the line right near the front and took off. The competition quickly spread out. Running on the sand is a very different workout than road racing, so I wasn’t at all surprised. Two young guys immediately took a comfortable lead, and I was not too far behind in third. There was a bit of a gap behind me. “Not too bad” I thought… 3rd overall and first barefoot. I could live with that! And if I got lucky, as the pain hopefully dulled a few miles in, I could try to work my way up and catch the leaders. Unlikely, but still possible. All the more fun!

We raced down the sand as the sun rose to the east. Those with shoes tended to stay a little further west. I welcomed the water splashing against my feet! The sand here was a bit more challenging than what I’m used to at home, but what I was most concerned with was those shells. As I ran, I tried to avoid them a bit. But I had no concerns about stepping on them when I needed to. With all my beach miles, I’ve toughened up my soles quite a bit! It was worth it to feel the sand between my toes.

The first two miles I was right where I wanted to be, and I felt good. Far from pain free, but I was moving well and definitely enjoying the moment. As I approached the third mile I got a side stitch on my right. Bummer! I tried the breathe out when that foot lands trick, but it wouldn’t go away. I’d have to run through it. I kept breathing out on the right hand side, but that cramp just got worse and I slowed considerably. I heard the crunch of shells as a runner gradually approached. There goes my overall podium, but whew… he had shoes! At this point, I knew I wasn’t going to catch the first two runners unless they completely burnt out. But I WOULD still win the barefoot division!

As he passed me, I tried to hang behind him for a bit but that cramp was too much. My feet were mostly OK, but those shells made things a bit rougher. I knew I’d likely have a blister or two to show for this effort… but not on the main running surfaces. Instead, it was the joints of the toes I worried about. They weren’t used to racing through slightly protruding hard objects.

I had to be careful running at the water line, as every once in a while I was running through ankle deep water as a wave came in.  I had also missed an aid station earlier because the table couldn’t be set up that close to the waterline. It was hot, hydration was necessary. I moved a tad inland as I approached the third water station, grabbed a cup, took it down quickly and attempted to throw the empty in the nearby trash can. Littering a beautiful beach is a very bad thing! Not sure if I made that basket, but at least I was close enough to make the volunteers job easier. Shortly after another runner passed me: I was hurting.

But the pain was meaningless. It was discomfort. It would pass: I would make it! I passed mile six. The halfway turn-around wasn’t too far off. The lead runner, now on his way back flew by! He was a mile ahead, and we were only halfway in. I needed to up my game! The runner up had fallen back a bit, but still seemed out of reach. As I approached the turn, the two who had passed me looped back. Both were in striking distance. I took the turn myself, and made a conscious effort to push the pace. Another barefoot runner was only a couple minutes behind me: If I faltered, I would fail. That barefoot division was mine to lose.

So I stepped it up. I pulled myself back to seven minute range. I knew I could hold that pace. Yes… I’d never raced this distance on the sand or barefoot before, but barefoot beach running and the positive energy of a foot race… how could I not celebrate this fusion of two of my favorite things?! On the bright side, the stitch made it a lot easier not to notice the normal back and leg pain. Left foot, right foot, breathe in, breathe out. Simple. The stitch subsided a bit. My pace increased proportionately. I’m at a solid pace again for a bit and then… revenge of the stitch! My right side was in agony! Left foot, right foot, breathe in, breathe out. I reminded myself that the barefoot division was still mine to lose. Left foot, right foot, breathe in, breathe out. Left foot, right foot, breathe in, breathe out. The stitch subsided just enough… one of the runners who had passed me was in sight.

Now I had a target. I’d catch the two who passed me, and minimize the gap between number two as much as possible. I ran through another patch of shells… so be it. I was gonna have a few blisters anyway. Now I was doing a little bit of weaving as well… the 10K runners had started a bit after the half, and many of them were still out on the course. For the most part it was easy to move around them, but it did make it hard to see how far ahead runner number three was. I caught up to number four. I knew I’d catch that other guy: I still had a few miles to go, and despite the pain I was on a roll. I skipped the last few water stops. Too many people around, and it would have slowed me too much. Gradually my next target came into view. No hesitation! I raced right on by. I hugged the water line, just running right over the shells at this point (I knew I’d have a few blisters either way).

Finally the finish was in sight, with a chute lined with beautiful conch shells. I moved up from the water line just a bit and sprinted through! Mission accomplished: First barefoot AND third overall! Now time for the afterparty! Chilling on the beach, with a backdrop of a Hawaiian band and even some hula dancing… now this is my kind of party. Plenty of food, and some creative drinks. I’m used to seeing post race beer, but mimosas and screwdrivers? Now thats a party!

Now the dilemma for the day: third overall, or first barefoot? Since the results are treated as different races, it had to be one or the other. On international barefoot running day, it was an easy choice for me: Barefoot Beach Running Champion! I even got a bottle of bubbly to celebrate, along with my seahorse finishers medal and conch shell trophy! Next year, perhaps I can earn a tougher choice: first overall, or first barefoot…